help me.
i dunno what to do.
i should know.
but im just too tired to decide on one solution now.
can't believe this is happening it's like a drama.
fuck this shit.
i love you.

Can't wait for britney's new video!!
Can't wait for anoop to sing!
why does he have to sing the day before my phys ppr man.
it could be a good sign though.
LONG TIME NO TYPE IN BLOGGER!!

The last 4 days have been emotional. Overjoyed! Extreme sadness. Horrorified.
Cried and smile so much.


Overjoyed! because i've been to jb with my goodest friends and i've talked to people i haven't been talking to for a really long time and really opening myself up to them. I hope they did too. Learnt so much and laughed qt a bit. It was wonderful.


Extreme sadness. Because i had a really huge quarrel with dad and cried like shit and he did not take back his words. Plus, cried because of a old man. I hope he becomes more optimistic and not think about dying.


my blog is rotting.

Qn: Why my mother wants me to close my door at night to sleep when she nags at me for closing in the past; does not give me a valid reason why.

Answer: I may never find an answer.

Our faces look sweaty except of gongz, looking sexy. aha.


Anw did you guys see the 'danger' sign at the seats outside orchard mrt. Infested with worms! Sat on it before people realise there are worms and gawd, gave me swelling and fever cough etc.


seriously needa go mandai soon.


A thing i don't understand is how friends can say stupid things, seems like on impulse and don't realise how mean they are. They mean it and were not joking and gawd, hurts so much that i can't find a good way to react and tell them how i feel. Did i give a wrong impression? It's so annoying, ruins my mood for the whole day and feelings i feel for them and of course, gradually weakens the relationship i felt i had with them.

Xiany's face like kns in the 2nd one.

ok Hope she dont read that. sorry k xiany, i give u my kns face.



Just one day's photos. Lazy to upload the rest. And i haven't get all the photos yet.
Just painted nails.
Anw, i din ruin nye for gongz, yay. haha. act eve was qt good ok! too bad din get my binoculars.
And too bad i din meetmu auntie, she said she was near clark quay, but i don't think so.
Right, got to do other stuff. see you!
shld i take any lang in nus? mmm.

I spent so much time on my bed thinking so much that i realised i'm actually not living for myself. Should have known.
And i found out secrets about myself i could never ever tell my family.
do i need to start living for myself?

NOW I KNOW HOW A DENGUE NEEDLE FEELS LIKE! OMG.
ouchouchouchouchouch. She puts the needle in deeper and deeper so slowly i couldn't wait for it to stop going deeper.
And i have to get that again next week shitshitshitshitshitshit!
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i feel like a prisoner in my hse man.
Omg dad is slping in front of me in front of the tv on the sofa! hahahaha. wa lao eh sideview damn funny. Thought he was just laughing at tv a moment ago. siao.
ok, my hse is not a prison.